Category Archives: Quest for Faith

My personal faith journal. I don’t really expect anyone else to “get it”.

Quote by CS Lewis

The books or the music in which we thought the beauty was located will betray us if we trust to them; it was not in them, it only came through them, and what came through them was longing. These things the beauty, the memory of our own past are good images of what we really [...]

Why am I a Christian?

Prelude:
This thought omits a base believe that God actually exists; but it’s there. That’s a whole other thought process.
In the period of preparation for loving God, the soul loves in emptiness. It does not know whether anything real answers its love. It may believe that it knows, but to believe is not to know. [...]

A Treason @ Sea - Kevin Max

I am solo in this world of water
Only the tip of a sunrise visible
Like the morning light in a little girls eyes
I crave this freedom
I find it only in this little ship
Just my soul and this bread and butter
I am comfortable
But there is a treason at sea
Is it me?
It is a wonder, supernatural cover of [...]

A Soldier’s Poem

(written in a Vietnam shell hole)

Lord God I have never spoken to you,
Now I want to say how do you do?
You see God they told me you didn’t exist,
And like a fool I believed all this.
Last night from a shell hole I saw your sky,
I figured right then they had told me a lie.
Had I [...]

A Poignant quote from Malcolm Muggeridge

“We look back on history and what do we see? Empires rising and falling, revolutions and counter-revolutions, wealth accumulating and wealth dispersed, one nation dominant and then another. Shakespeare speaks of ‘the rise and fall of great ones that ebb and flow with the moon.’
“In one lifetime I have seen my own fellow countrymen ruling [...]