It’s My Fault (490 Times)

Posted by Paul on Jul 18, 2012 in Thoughts | 2 comments

We are one, When we are one.

I watched the sun go down again from solitude’s perch
I felt the wind, blowing me out of my state of grey
I feel the celestial air aroud you, it’s closing in
You ask me if I feel the fall, or if I feel anything at all?
I’m sorry… I can’t.

I see the world moving as I keep stumbling into sin
Life seems to move much faster than me
As I await my four cornered cell, dividing my heartache
I’m faced with the reality of who I am

Maybe solitude and the two of us, will be the start of our begininng?
Son of David, have mercy on me. I should have never let go.

I see my sons, growing up in my image
I feel the heat of your eyes as you stare
I feel it all, now that you’ve drawn confession from my lips.
I long for you. I long for home. You make me feel again.

Jesus will you stay? Will you not let go?
I should have never let go.

Take this heart of mine, like you have 490 other times.
You’ve given me just the four of us to think about.
I wish I never let go.

I’ve seen the sun set completely behing me
I’ve seen my potential go from mosaic to shades of grey
But I’ve watched the morning star rise, and it’s shined bright glory on my face
Father, give me words to pray